Ek chota sa khat. . Kisi ek roz

Participants:
————-
Neil, Mekh

Messages:
———
Mekh:
Ig
Mekh:
I was waiting
Mekh:
ig
Mekh:
ThEek hai mat karo baat
Mekh:
😦
Mekh:
Goodnight
Mekh:
Ek reply nahi de sakte tum?? Itna kiske sAath busy ho>:O
Mekh:
Tag mein taane dene ki jaroorat nahi hai
Mekh:
Pl. Write compliments for ur friend’s photograph
Mekh:
Rather than taunting me thr tags
Mekh:
Atleast she will be happy
Mekh:
Wait kar rahi hu ig..
Mekh:
Can’t sleep until u say goodnight
Mekh:
Igggggg
Mekh:
Msg padhke bhi jawaab nahi dena hai..
Mekh:
Theek hai..
Mekh:
Samajh gayi mein
Mekh:
Goodnight ig
Mekh:
Ig
Mekh:
Good morning
Neil:
Good morning mekh
Mekh:
I hope danu has gone to school
Neil:
Yes she has
Mekh:
What will you do today
Mekh:
Ghar mein sab theek hai?
Neil:
Will see what to do
Mekh:
Hmm
Mekh:
Looks like you don’t wish to talk
Neil:
There is nothing as such
Neil:
If u speak I can speak to u
Mekh:
🙂
Mekh:
In one line answers?
Mekh:
Yes, no..will see, hmm, ok
Neil:
Well the ques needed one line answers
Mekh:
Is that it?
Neil:
Yes I guess that’s it
Mekh:
What do u mean
Mekh:
U guess..that’s it??
Mekh:
Jabardasti ho rahi hai kya tum par?
Neil:
Did I said that :). Or u r feeling this way.
Mekh:
Yes I am feeling that way..ke tum par jabardasti ho rahi hai
Mekh:
Mujhse baat karne ki
Neil:
Nothing like that
Mekh:
as if u r obligated
Mekh:
To talk to me
Neil:
I am not
Neil:
If u want u can speak
Neil:
If u don’t wish its ok
Mekh:
Ohh
Mekh:
Is it?
Neil:
Yes
Mekh:
I am not like you ig..
Mekh:
Ke apni marzi se chalu
Neil:
I know what u r
Neil:
So I don’t want to discuss that part
Mekh:
Mann kiya to baat ..naa kiya to nahi
Neil:
As I said
Mekh:
What am I? Tell me naa
Neil:
If u ever come to me to speak I will talk to u
Neil:
And if u don’t want its fine
Neil:
And its all right
Mekh:
Does that mean u will not talk to me on your own?
Neil:
If I have to for some reason I will
Neil:
Why not
Neil:
U r my good friend atleast
Mekh:
🙂 ab mein good friend ho gayi hu kya?
Neil:
Haan mekh
Neil:
Tum wo hi ho
Neil:
Biwi nahi ho
Neil:
Na hi behave karti ho
Neil:
And I don’t want to discuss that again
Neil:
Its not right to blame u
Neil:
I am becoming bad
Neil:
Tum jaisi ho theek ho
Neil:
Shayad wo hi ho
Neil:
Maine kuch aur soch liya tha
Neil:
So I want to step back
Neil:
And let u be what u r
Neil:
U have a life ur family,
Neil:
I am ur good friend atleast
Mekh:
😥
Neil:
Ismain jhagda nahi hai
Neil:
In all practical way
Neil:
This is what it is
Neil:
I have been showing my frustration all these days
Neil:
Just to be with u
Neil:
Bohot fight mara mekh
Neil:
And I am sorry
Neil:
And I don’t think u deserve my backlash
Neil:
U probably just like my company , just like me being around
Neil:
I have never seen in last so many years
Neil:
Your longingness or fighting with me
Neil:
To be with me
Neil:
And I have realised that
Neil:
This is not how lovers who can’t do without behave.
Neil:
I have seen u over week ends
Neil:
How different u r
Neil:
And that’s ok
Mekh:
I am not any different ig
Mekh:
Meri apni personality hai
Mekh:
Tumhari apni
Neil:
:). No as a human u r not may be
Neil:
As I said mekh
Neil:
Its my realization
Neil:
Or how I feel
Mekh:
I have not loved you any lless
Neil:
Or how u keep me
Neil:
And I feel
Mekh:
I changed myself ..for you..a lot
Mekh:
But you haven’t changed for me
Mekh:
And its ok
Neil:
:). No I haven’t changed
Mekh:
U r a stronger personality
Neil:
For u
Neil:
That’s why mekhala
Neil:
I wish to go
Neil:
And leave u
Neil:
To judge
Neil:
What is what
Neil:
Wether I changed
Neil:
Or I haven’t
Neil:
And what changed
Neil:
And what didnt
Mekh:
I don’t want to be judgemental about you ig
Neil:
My world changed
Neil:
That’s what I feel and I believe
Neil:
Chalo mekh
Neil:
No jhagda
Neil:
I want to leave u the way u are
Mekh:
Even if u decide to leave..
Neil:
Thank u very much
Neil:
For loving me
Neil:
But I don’t think
Neil:
I can cope with this kind of love the way it comes or may be
Neil:
Its u to look back on what it is and what was IG
Neil:
Take care
Neil:
Tata .
Mekh:
😥 I will keep looking back ig
Mekh:
I won’t be able to move on so easily
Neil:
Go to bombay
Mekh:
U breezed way into my life and now you are storming out
Neil:
U will not have to look back
Neil:
Its a friendly advice
Neil:
Yes I breezed into ur life
Neil:
I stayed
Mekh:
I will go only if you are not in pune anymore…:'( 😥 otherwise I wont
Neil:
And I realised that my love is not what u r looking at
Mekh:
I am here for u
Neil:
And u t doing ok
Neil:
if that’s what u feel
Neil:
I will leave pune
Neil:
Don’t worry
Mekh:
Don’t blame ig please..
Neil:
Chalo mekhala
Neil:
I will go now
Neil:
I can’t discuss these any more
Neil:
No I don’t want to blame
Neil:
I have enough love left
Neil:
But there are few takers
Neil:
Tata
Mekh:
I needed your love and care always….:'(
Mekh:
Takers you always had..
Mekh:
But you chose me 😥
Neil:
Love ka meaning nahi pata mekhala tumhe
Neil:
What is to be crazy
Neil:
Mat socho
Neil:
Love finds its own mate to love
Neil:
I found u
Neil:
Ur heart dwelled
Neil:
But in the end I realised
Neil:
Its not my love that’s ur need
Neil:
Ab jana hoga
Neil:
Tum bombay ka option dekhlo
Neil:
It would be better mekhala
Neil:
For u
Neil:
U will either ways not stay with me
Neil:
And u r a different woman
Neil:
When u r with ashok
Neil:
U know that
Mekh:
That’s not true
Neil:
So let it be like that
Mekh:
And I won’t explain this anymore 😥
Neil:
Don’t explain mekh
Neil:
I am not seeking one
Neil:
U take care , and have a good day
Neil:
Chalo I have to go now.
Mekh:
Go ig..I know you have to go now..
Neil:
Yes I need to
Mekh:
Tata ig, you stay well and peaceful.
Neil:
Yes I have to take some one for tests
Neil:
And I am also not in right health
Neil:
And I need to drive
Mekh:
Someone?
Neil:
Yes I will have to be peaceful
Neil:
I know
Neil:
Tata
Mekh:
Who is not well ig?
Mekh:
Baba?
Mekh:
Or natasha?

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