Message from Neil

Dear Mekh, I’ve gone back and forth the last few days…

…trying to decide whether or not I should even write this.

In the end, I realized I would regret it if I didn’t…

…so here goes.

I know the last time we saw each other…

…we weren’t exactly hitting the sweetest notes.

It certainly wasn’t the way I wanted the relationship to end.

I suppose I’m responsible, and for that I’m sorry.

But, in all honesty, if I had the chance, I’d do it again.

Piya said I left a stranger and came back a Loving Man.

I owe that to you.

There’s no way I can repay you for all you’ve done for me…

…so rather than try, I’m Just going to ask you to do something else for me.

Find the Joy in your life.

You once said you’re not everyone.

Well, that’s true.

You’re certainly not everyone.

But everyone is everyone.

My mentor always says:

” Our lives are streams…

…flowing into the same river…

…towards whatever heaven lies in the mist beyond the falls. ”

Find the Joy in your life, Mekh.

My dear mekh…

…close your eyes and let the waters take you home.

I don’t know what most people say at these occasions, because…

…in all honesty, I…

I’ve tried to avoid them.

The simplest thing is…

…I love you and I miss you.

Mekh and I saw the world together.

Which is amazing…

…when you think that only few years ago…

…we were complete strangers.

I hope…

…that it doesn’t sound selfish of me…

…but the those 3 years of our life…

…were the best years of mine.

She saved my life.

And she knew it before I did.

I’m deeply proud that this lady…

…found it worth her while to know me.

In the end…

…I think it’s safe to say that we brought some Joy to one another’s lives.

So, one day, when…

…I go to some final resting place…

…if I happen to wake up next to a certain wall with a gate…

…I hope that mekh is there…

…to vouch for me…

…and show me the ropes on the other side.

Neil

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