My heart wants you all the time Shaun

Participants:
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Neil, Mekhala

Messages:
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Mekhala: Hi
Neil: Hello
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚ good morning
Neil: You pinged late
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
Mekhala: Was waiting
Mekhala: Thought i should let u sleep
Mekhala: Until 6 atleast
Neil: I woke up at 445
Mekhala: Why so early
Mekhala: And i stayed awake to let u sleep till 6..:)
Mekhala: Ridhu slept early today
Mekhala: So thought i’ll read something for a while
Neil: Or may be u were working
Neil: or sending email
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: Sunil called
Mekhala: Ek mail bhejna tha
Mekhala: Vathsa ko
Mekhala: So logged in
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: And finished that
Neil: I kno
Mekhala: But hey how did u know?
Neil: Chalo u had a tiring day
Mekhala: He didnt do his work
Neil: U don’t need to stay awake
Mekhala: So i had to log in now
Neil: No prob
Neil: U may continue
Mekhala: I am done
Neil: Then sleep
Mekhala: And i am awake only to talk to u
Neil: U will have another busy day
Mekhala: Why r u acting like this
Mekhala: Dont u want to speak
Neil: No
Mekhala: If u r busy, tell me that
Neil: U may remain busy
Mekhala: There is no reason to throw tantrums
Neil: ur priorities r different
Neil: U just don’t care
Mekhala: but if u want to go on a trip..
Mekhala: I cant help it
Mekhala: What??
Mekhala: Care?
Neil: Ya I don’t need help
Mekhala: What r u saying? R u out of ur mind?
Mekhala: I have been waiting for past 2 hours
Neil: U just talk to me when u have time
Mekhala: To talk to u
Mekhala: And u say..i dont care
Mekhala: Just shut up
Mekhala: Bakwaas mat karo
Neil: In the morning u said mom has come
Neil: U will ping me back soon
Mekhala: So she had
Neil: u ret ping
Neil: At 11 ist
Neil: Just to say u had bk to bk meeting
Neil: Then u ping at 4 ist
Neil: I couldn’t talk for long
Neil: I asked u to ping at 11
Neil: I woke up early
Neil: Couldn’t sleep long its not my sleeping time
Mekhala: So why didnt u ping if u had woken up
Mekhala: Early
Neil: U png me at 1120 ist
Neil: Because I wanted u to spend time with ridh
Neil: Not to write some email
Neil: Am sorry mekh
Neil: But I feel bad
Neil: This is no way
Mekhala: Can i tell u something
Neil: U stay late in office and bring office home
Mekhala: And one last time
Neil: May be that’s important
Mekhala: I have logged in for 5 mins just to fire one mail
Mekhala: Thats it
Neil: I kno when u logged in
Neil: I kno when that ass called
Neil: But I just love u so much
Mekhala: If u are going to misunderstand and misinterpret everything
Mekhala: I do, it feels terrible
Neil: Nothing to mis interpret
Mekhala: Then what is it
Neil: Kuch nahi
Mekhala: I waited to ping u only becoz i thot u may want to sleep
Mekhala: A little more
Neil: I love and admire ur feelings
Neil: Don’t u kno. Miss u each sec
Neil: Meri jaan atki hai tere pas
Mekhala: then why do u just go bonkers every now and then
Neil: I hate u work in the night
Mekhala: Maine blink bhi kiya to tum aag barsaoge kya
Neil: Kuch nahi
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ yeh kya hai
Mekhala: Ig
Neil: Sorry
Mekhala: Kyu blood boil karte ho
Neil: sorry mekh
Mekhala: Sorry mat bolo ab :*
Mekhala: I love you..u nutcase
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: Now tell me sumthng
Neil: What
Mekhala: U know who’s calling me?
Mekhala: And who i call?
Neil: Why
Neil: How do I kno
Mekhala: Bolo
Neil: I don’t kno
Mekhala: Tell me naa
Neil: No I dont
Mekhala: U know when the bugger called
Mekhala: Then why did u say..
Mekhala: And tht i was sending email?
Mekhala: How?
Neil: Mekh pure intligence
Neil: I guessed it
Mekhala: No
Mekhala: Tell me honestly
Neil: What I said is honest
Mekhala: But how
Mekhala: Its amazing
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: And I also kno u just talk to me
Neil: When u have time
Mekhala: U know that i never send mails at nite or do office work
Neil: U love me ..which is very true
Neil: And I will have to live with this
Neil: Neither u can change
Mekhala: :/ yeh time ka kaha se aa gaya beech mein
Mekhala: I didnt ping u after morn becoz thot u’l be busy
Mekhala: And it wont be right to disturb u
Neil: Its not today
Neil: its in general also
Neil: I don’t deny
Neil: U r working u have work and priorities
Neil: Chatting aint going to get dow
Neil: Its ok
Neil: The less I think the better
Neil: For u and me
Neil: We won’t fight on that
Neil: Atleast
Mekhala: I dont know wht to say to u
Neil: Don’t say
Mekhala: U r very irrational at times..sorry to say this
Neil: So what else did u do
Mekhala: U want to live wid this misunderstanding..pl continue
Neil: so what else did u do
Mekhala: i was in primrose
Mekhala: Till eve
Neil: Besides bv
Mekhala: Then went to gen. Ate pizza in dominos wid ashish
Neil: Good
Mekhala: Was hungry by eve..lunch nahi kiya tha
Neil: Sure
Mekhala: Then finished work wid sunil
Mekhala: And returned home at 8.30
Neil: Did u played with ridh
Mekhala: I did
Mekhala: We did some craft work
Neil: Good
Mekhala: And chatting ofcourse
Mekhala: And story
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: How was ur day
Neil: Did ashok called
Neil: My night was ok
Mekhala: I called him
Mekhala: In eve
Mekhala: At 9
Neil: Had good dinner
Mekhala: Hmm
Mekhala: And
Neil: Couldn’t sleep well
Mekhala: Why
Neil: And I don’t want to change my body also
Neil: Will manage
Neil: Next 2 days
Mekhala: U have to spend 5 days
Neil: Back on 11
Neil: Today is 8
Mekhala: Thats monday rite?
Neil: Which is 10 dep
Neil: 11 1 am arrival kol
Mekhala: Oh ok
Mekhala: Wht else
Neil: Nothing much
Mekhala: Did u have tea
Neil: no
Mekhala: How r things with sup, amitav bk here
Neil: Though they have tea maker
Neil: they r fine
Mekhala: To banao naa
Neil: I am not feeling like having tra
Mekhala: If i was there, wud have made it for u
Neil: Tea
Neil: Not in mood actually
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚ I kno
Mekhala: Why
Mekhala: Not in mood?
Neil: Kuch nahi
Neil: Aise hi ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: When I c u. Do make a cup for me
Mekhala: Ofcourse
Mekhala: A might be here tomo nite
Neil: Ok
Mekhala: Not sure though
Mekhala: Kal pataa chalega..
Neil: It doesn’t matter to me
Neil: Any more
Mekhala: He hasnt told me abt his travel dt either
Mekhala: Tkt aa gaya hoga, but i dont know
Neil: Humm
Neil: I am sure he will tell u
Neil: Even if u don’t ask
Mekhala: Has to ๐Ÿ™‚ ultimately
Neil: Humm
Neil: Good for him getting int exposure
Neil: Should do good
Mekhala: :/
Mekhala: R u running out of things to say to me?
Neil: Why
Neil: what kind of statement was that
Mekhala: Seems like it
Neil: What else u r thinking
Neil: Besides out of statements
Mekhala: Nothing
Neil: Why
Neil: U should think also
Mekhala: I am thinking about u
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: How much time do u spend thinking just me
Mekhala: And ur tantrums
Mekhala: Havent counted
Neil: Give a blunt honest answer
Mekhala: But lots
Mekhala: I am sure
Mekhala: Lots is the honest answer
Mekhala: In fact most
Neil: And if I am not around for a while how many days will it take to forget me
Neil: and erase me out completely
Mekhala: What kind of a nasty question is that
Neil: I asked an honest answer
Neil: Asked for
Mekhala: U will never be erased
Neil: R u sure
Mekhala: Ur name in my heart is etched in stone
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: Damn sure
Neil: Capt pls sec voice 10 alfa
Neil: I love u mekh
Neil: I was upset
Mekhala: I love you
Mekhala: Why dear
Neil: that u didn’t ping me on time
Neil: I realize it was not right
Neil: U may have work
Neil: But couldn’t wait
Mekhala: I was waiting since 10.30
Neil: I miss u so much:'(
Mekhala: I had no work, ridh slept at 1030
Neil: I can’t live without u
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Mekhala: I just kept looking at the watch and counting ur time
Neil: I am so sorry
Mekhala: Thot i shd let u sleep
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Mekhala: :* u dont have to be
Mekhala: i just tried not to disturb u ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
Mekhala: Through the day
Mekhala: Besides this is monitored
Neil: Yes it is
Neil: U r on secured network
Mekhala: So didnt want to send u distracting msgs either
Neil: Let’s not disc that
Mekhala: Can i get a “K” or do i have to come with a begging bowl
Mekhala: Hi
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Good morning my love
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Did u sleep well
Mekhala: Wht u doing jaan
Neil: Had lunch
Mekhala: Oh
Mekhala: Ok
Neil: Now going to c one person
Mekhala: Ok
Neil: From there back to hotel
Mekhala: How was the day in general
Neil: Day was bright
Neil: A typical day where u have everything but still nothing
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ why
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚ someday..maybe u will have everything
Mekhala: And beautiful days
Mekhala: And even beautiful places
Neil: Humm I wish
Mekhala: I wish too ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: And beautiful people
Neil: Why do u wish
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: Is that a problem back in india
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: Noo
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Then what
Mekhala: Kuch nahi darling
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚ nothing at all
Mekhala: All is well
Neil: Yes india has lovely people
Neil: Great weather
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Aur tum
Mekhala: Aur apna desh to apna desh hai naa
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚ apne log, apna khaana, apne raste..
Mekhala: Apne gaddhe aur apne traffic jams
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: U kno I am all the time looking around. Ke kuch reh gayahai
Neil: Some thing is missing in everything
Mekhala: hmm…
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
Neil: Everything that I am doing out here
Neil: Any one that I c in here
Neil: I am trying to c u in them
Mekhala: :* my baby
Neil: Agar tum hoti to kaisa hota
Neil: Tum ye karti tum wo karti
Neil: tum ladti
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: I love to c my mekh running aLl around me
Neil: But then..
Mekhala: :*
Mekhala: Darling..
Neil: Our lives r so different
Neil: Treaded differently
Neil: In different dimensions
Mekhala: Can we change that?
Mekhala: So dont think abt the difference
Mekhala: And make urself miserable
Mekhala: Make the most of what maa has given us..whatever that is
Mekhala: She has blessed us
Neil: What has she given
Neil: She has put us in a maize
Neil: Pyar bhi diya
Neil: Aur puzzle bhi
Mekhala: She will get us out too
Neil: Out to where
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Mekhala: Hey when u sound like that i dont like it ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Neil: Tum ko mujh se alag kar ke?
Neil: Shonu shhonu shonu
Neil: Kitna pyar karti hai
Neil: Tu aaj mujhe miss karegi
Mekhala: :* mein tumhe roj miss karti hoo
Mekhala: Every minute
Mekhala: Every place
Neil: Ab tu bata koi mujhe itna miss kare
Neil: To mera kya haal hoga
Mekhala: When i go to off…i keep peeping into ur apartmnt…ke abhi baahar aayega
Neil: Agar mai tujhe nahi dekhu to
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚ muuuuuah:*
Mekhala: Aaj dekhungi
Neil: ab bata kitna pyar hai magar kitni doori hai
Mekhala: Edulive ka board laga hai ke nahi
Neil: Its there
Mekhala: Ab thode din ki baat hai
Neil: Humm
Neil: Not even a month love
Neil: We made it
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: Hmm
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚ u r almost there
Neil: what started as a dream for some one
Neil: I could realize that
Mekhala: Hmm
Mekhala: Woh iit kanpur waala bhi shuru kar dena
Mekhala: Just go whole hog…iske baad
Neil: Neki aur puch puch
Mekhala: U cant be running just one course
Neil: Usi bw main 3 prog chalayenge
Mekhala: Aur bhi kuch socho..diverification within eductn
Neil: Adult edu ki baat kar rahi hai
Neil: Tum aur mai live
Mekhala: Oh ok
Neil: Completely live sex on the air
Mekhala: Kya ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Broadcasted from edulive
Mekhala: :O shutup
Neil: :*
Mekhala: Mein jaa rahi hoo
Neil: Ja rahi ho
Neil: Mujhe chorke
Mekhala: Sharm hi nahi hai kuch
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Kahan jaogi
Neil: Agar such main pyar hai to kitni doorii
Neil: Rakh paogi
Mekhala: Dont challenge me
Mekhala: Aise door rakhungi..
Mekhala: Aur pyaar bhi karungi
Neil: r u sure aisa ho sakta hai
Mekhala: Fir tadpoge
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Chalo I accept ur challenge
Mekhala: :* bilkul ho sakta hai
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Neil: Bata do rules
Neil: I am ready
Mekhala: (y)
Mekhala: Cool
Mekhala: Rule book bhej dungi
Mekhala: Through email
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜€
Mekhala: For every rule broken, wht will u give me
Neil: Every rule broken I will not c u a week
Mekhala: 5 kg of weight loss for every rule broken..
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ noooo
Mekhala: Waise nahiiiiii
Neil: To kaise
Neil: Question ye tha
Neil: Ke agar pyar itna hai to door kaise rahogi
Neil: Tumne challenge kiya
Mekhala: Pata hai
Mekhala: U tumhe mein dumb lagti hu kyaaaa
Neil: to penalty to waisa hi hona chahiye
Mekhala: :> uff
Mekhala: I just meant physically door
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ that doesnt mean we dont meet
Neil: Are darling physically to hum door hi hai
Mekhala: Tum mujhe hi punish kar rahe meri shart ko leke
Neil: We r so distant
Mekhala: Meri billi mujhipe mew
Mekhala: U know i was thinking last nite
Neil: we r only connected emotionally and mentally
Mekhala: Ki actually we r so far frm each other rite now
Neil: This is called pure love
Neil: People don’t have such relations
Mekhala: But the distancedoesnt matter
Mekhala: :*
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: We have crossed all miles
Neil: To be together
Neil: Use tumne challenge kiya;)
Neil: =D
Neil: Befkuf
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜€
Mekhala: Chup
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ™‚ u returned to hotel
Neil: Reh nahi payegi
Neil: Ur love is not mechanical
Neil: Ke switch band kar degi:)
Mekhala: No love can be mechanical naa baby
Neil: Fir pyar ko challenge kyoun shona
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: :*
Mekhala: Arey kissi ke liye mohtaaj huu kya
Mekhala: U havent given even one
Mekhala: Sirf bak bak
Mekhala: Bak bak
Neil: Muuuuuuuuuuaahh:* :*
Neil: Thand anaro
Neil: Thand rakh
Neil: Kal kisi ka mail aya bole bas sir aaphi ki charcha hai
Neil: Log baithe rehte hai
Mekhala: Kaun?
Mekhala: :/
Neil: Data center
Mekhala: :p oh no
Mekhala: God
Mekhala: Lets not talk anymore
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ tum kya sabki entertainment kar rahe ho fir
Neil: Bole kitna pyar hai aap dono main
Mekhala: Sharm bhi nahi hai kuch
Mekhala: Pyaar..
Mekhala: Thats wht they must be telling u
Mekhala: And having fun
Mekhala: Reading our scripts
Mekhala: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Neil: No one is having fun ok
Neil: Its a privilege to speak to my wife
Neil: Every one gets this facility
Mekhala: Oh cmon
Mekhala: chalo theek hai..
Mekhala: Accha listen lemme go now..jaldi nikalti hu for off
Neil: When they don’t c their near ones
Mekhala: Ok?
Neil: U shouldn’t feel bad..
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: However if u feel then u can stay away
Neil: Till 11th..
Neil: U may go now
Neil: I will also go then and meet a doc
Neil: Bfn
Mekhala: Doc?
Mekhala: I cant stay away u know
Mekhala: Doc kyu? Arent u feeling well
Neil: Have lil fever
Mekhala: Pehle kyu nahi bola mujhe
Neil: ac main thand laga shonu:(
Mekhala: The lack of sleep and AC
Mekhala: ab aaraam karo
Mekhala: Kitna temp hai
Neil: I will get panadol
Mekhala: Chk kiya?
Neil: Hoga 100
Mekhala: Hmm..
Neil: Will c a doc
Mekhala: Have some chicken or mutton soup
Neil: Have to buy a cough syrup
Mekhala: Keep urself warm
Mekhala: Change the room
Neil: humm
Neil: Room change?
Mekhala: Keep sipping warm water and gargle
Mekhala: Ok?
Neil: Humm
Mekhala: Brandy le lo..but wid warm water
Neil: Abhi nahi
Mekhala: And eat light and less spicy food
Neil: Let me c a doc
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: Hummm ok
Mekhala: Thoda rest kar lo..sleep a little
Neil: Its 4 now
Neil: I can’t sleep
Mekhala: Thats ok..just lie down
Neil: Are doc fir dinner fir sleep
Neil: I will have dinner at 7
Neil: I’ve to meet some one
Neil: Before that I should look good
Neil: So doc then med then dinner
Mekhala: Hmm
Neil: Fir sleep
Mekhala: Ok beta
Mekhala: But take rest
Mekhala: And eat right
Neil: Humm
Neil: :(. I will miss u
Mekhala: Shaun give me 15 20 mins
Neil: No u go now
Mekhala: Leme get ready and leave home
Mekhala: And i’ll ping frm car
Neil: Not needed
Neil: Aram se ja
Neil: I love u
Neil: Only ping me when ur heart wants
Mekhala: I love you ig
Neil: Ig nahi shaun
Mekhala: My heart wants to
Neil: ๐Ÿ™‚
Mekhala: All the time shaun
Mekhala: :*
Mekhala: Ab jaati hu
Mekhala: :*
Neil: Ok love when ever
Neil: U wish to
Neil: Take care
Mekhala: Bfn shaun :* muuaahhh
Mekhala: U too
Neil: Bfn:*
Neil: Out my love
Neil: And one more thing don’t worry about data center
Neil: Our privacy is our right
Neil: out:*
Mekhala: Hi
Mekhala: Shaun
Mekhala: R u at the doc’s?
Neil: Hi
Neil: Yes
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
Mekhala: Ok..
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Mekhala: Waiting?
Neil: Coming out after shot
Mekhala: Oh
Mekhala: ?
Mekhala: He gave u a shot
Mekhala: Is it high fever
Neil: No precaution
Mekhala: If u dont feel ok, dont go to kol..come bk to pun
Neil: I said I am here only for 2 more days
Mekhala: U will be alone there again
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
Neil: I will be ok
Mekhala: Dekh lo
Neil: I will do what u said
Mekhala: Hmm..u will be
Mekhala: Yes
Mekhala: Warm water
Neil: Humm
Mekhala: And keep ur warm too
Neil: Panadol will be ok
Neil: Normal fever hai
Neil: Ac band kardunga
Mekhala: Hmm..
Mekhala: Yes
Mekhala: U’ve got a chill
Neil: Mujhe neend nahi aati
Neil: ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
Mekhala: And when u r stre
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It hurts when U know
That U aren’t as important as U thought U were.

Cheers!!
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2 thoughts on “My heart wants you all the time Shaun

  1. Neil,There’s a lot for you to live for. Good things are definitely in your future, Neil. I’m sure of it. You have no idea how many interesting people you’ll meet after in your life, Mekh was just one of them. Your life partner, your best friend, the most wonderful person you’ll ever know is sitting in some hill top right now waiting to graduate in relationship and walk into your life – maybe even feeling all the same things you are, maybe even wondering about you, hoping that you’re strong enough to make it to the future where you’ll meet. Have a great life Neil. Happy Holi. You are awesome.

    1. Dear Swapnaja, I wish you a very happy holi. I truly don’t need any one for now. I will probably meet her again in my next life. As for now . I have created all the seasons in the blog, for her to go back and look for us. It was a difficult choice but was important . This blog will help our daughters to connect and understand what sort of love it was . May be that’s what holy mother wanted. Love to you and family. Neilmekh

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