One day love will come, Promise!

Shona,

I know you’ve closed off your heart, told yourself you won’t fall again. I know you’ve pushed people away, wanting to be on your own. I know you’ve wanted to heal and fallen short, time and time again, feeling more and more empty every single day. I know you’re nervous—of being vulnerable, of caring so much and then being left, of getting hurt.

I know you’ve turned a cold shoulder to love and relationships, believing that you are just one of those people who is meant to be single for life, capable and content in your own skin.

But in the back of your mind, you’ve been longing for love. Under the surface, you’ve been itching to get close to someone again. And as much as you try to ignore those feelings, at the end of the day, in the moments before you fall asleep, you hope that one day you won’t feel so alone.

And you won’t.

Someday, love will find you. It will creep upon you and seep into your bones. It will fill your emptiness and overflow all the spaces inside and around you. It will make your heart lighter, your lungs fuller, your eyes brighter. It will surprise you and scare you and suddenly shift your every doubt into security.

It will be everything you didn’t know you needed, and everything you’ve desired for so long. It will be all that you waited for, prayed over, wished upon late at night.

Love will everything you imagined, and everything you absolutely deserve.

But you must be patient, believe, trust, know that you deserve to be loved, and have faith that the right person will find you. You have to work on yourself, pursue your goals, build yourself and be open to what lies ahead, whatever relationships and connections that could potentially be.

You must stop allowing negativity and bitterness to control you, to determine your fate, and instead let yourself be unhindered and unburdened. You must realize that you are so incredible, and so worthy of a forever love. And one day, you will look back, arm-in-arm with the one you’ve given your heart to, in awe at your past is belief.

I love you Mekh,

Neilmekh

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True love is invincible.. try it.

If you have never been in love, you cannot relate with me on this extraordinary experience of the romance of human existence. True love can only be experienced and not imagined.
Yes, temptations will surely come and you will face the trials with the tribulations, but true love will help you to overcome the temptations, trials and weaknesses of life as long as you believe in it and you never let go.
Our faith is our strength in the journey of life on earth.
True love will see you through all the circumstances of life.
you have never been in love, you cannot relate with me on this extraordinary experience of the romance of human existence. True love can only be experienced and not imagined.
Yes, temptations will surely come and you will face the trials with the tribulations, but true love will help you to overcome the temptations, trials and weaknesses of life as long as you believe in it and you never let go.
Our faith is our strength in the journey of life on earth.
True love will see you through all the circumstances of life.
You have heard and read of the love that is stronger than death.
Yes, this is true.

You know you cannot stop loving your loved ones even after they have passed on.
The loving memories of them will linger in our hearts.
I still love my beloved Mekh even though she drifted away 5 years ago.
True love is totally different from the marriage or romance of convenience that is so common these days and interesting times when most people prefer to bargain for their selfish gain in a relationship.
A woman is not better than a profiteer as she goes out with a man for the profits and fringe benefits of the status symbols and trophies of the rat race.
A man with low esteem also believes that he cannot hook that so called Upper Class chick except he is rich or has the fancy posh cars and palatial mansions. But the truth is, the woman you can entice and seduce with such vanities does not love you and while she is enjoying the luxuries with you, her heart is far away from you.
And in most cases, these women have gone out to have flings with the men they love.
You wonder why the trophy wife of the billionaire is sleeping with the struggling guy downtown.
Your millions of dollars, posh cars and mansion can make you win that trophy girlfriend or wife, but you will always feel insecure, because you know that without these luxuries she would have turned you down?
If she cannot love you when you are broke and flat, then she cannot still love you when your ship comes in.
It is when the chips are down that you will you those who truly love you and those who are simply bitches.
Only time will tell if someone truly loves you or not.
Through the fire of the crucible, true love becomes invincible.

You have heard and read of the love that is stronger than death.
Yes, this is true.

Through the fire of the pure heart, true love becomes invincible.

I love you Mekh

Neilmekh

My eyes will always search for you.

Dear Mekh, I could kiss you a thousand times and still not be satisfied. My love for you is endless, and so tender, and so complete. I love you more and more with each passing day, and it eases my mind to know as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more tomorrow than yesterday, and tomorrow I will love you more than today. My love for you cannot even be expressed in words, but only when we are together and you are holding me tight.

When I think of our love, it reminds me of all the things you mean to me. You and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize how much I need you, too. You show the true meaning of how a man should treat a woman.

Mekh,please accept my heart as your own and listen to both of our hearts beating as one. You are my reason to live. Without you, I am nothing. The years will be a test, but nothing will keep me from loving you, or from being by your side. I love you more than you could ever know; you are my world. I just want to let you know how much I love all that you are and will grow to be. You are truly my love, my soul mate, and my best friend.

Right now you live far away from me and it’s killing me, but I know in my heart that we will make it through this. I don’t want to lose you to anyone else or to anything that anyone has to say about me. I want you to know I love you from the deepest part of my heart. I’m always so lost for words when it comes to you. I just wish there was another way that we could be together.

I want you and always will. There is nothing that will ever change the way I feel about you. I love you! Love can make a person do things that they never thought possible. There’s a place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It’s the place where a part of you will forever be a part me. I promise that you will always be in my heart. I love you.

What happened had to happen. Dont feel sorry about anything stand by the dedecision you made and move on without any regret.

Live well.

Neilmekh

My Soul is simply holding space for us.

Often these are the ones who we simply cross paths with momentarily, who are meant to hold space for us in some small way.

These are the conversations that begin instantly and last for hours while on a bus, or those smiles as we walk with a coffee in hand, wondering how our hearts became broken once again. Sometimes, it seems we believe that cosmic, soul connections have to be these big, lifelong experiences—but in reality, we have them every single day.

Just because someone doesn’t stay in our lives for years doesn’t mean that their purpose isn’t a fulfilling or meaningful one. Usually these types of souls don’t know us well; perhaps, it may even be that it was merely us noticing someone who is invisible to most, such as a homeless person on the street or that hitchhiker on the side of the road.

However, the beautiful thing is that we all have a story, and we all have a purpose in this life. Sometimes people come in to change our lives and stay—and at other times, they merely hold space so other changes can occur.

Our threads of interconnectedness are what make this planet as amazingly unpredictable as it is, because the reality is that we just never know when we’ll bump into someone who was sent to us to change our lives.

Live well my Mekh. I love you.

NeilMekh

NOTHING HAPPENS BY CHANCE !

In this world that we are blessed to live in, every single meeting and chance encounter serves a greater purpose.

Sometimes, we need people to wake us up and help change the direction of our lives; at other times, we need people to uplift us and remind us who we are. And sometimes, it’s simply about those who are meant to hold space for us.

Ironically, we aren’t meant to know the purpose of every person we meet in this life, but we are meant to remain open to whatever each encounter will reveal.

Souls who are meant to wake us up.

I suppose these are those individuals who come into our lives permanently, or at least for an extended period of time. Sometimes, these are even soulmates or twinflame.

These individuals come into our lives to create a roadblock for us. They ultimately stop us from living the life that we had been, and they make it impossible to ignore the call to awaken.

In many ways, these people are those who are rare gold, and we can sometimes sense them upon our initial meeting. Usually there is a sense of recognition in our eyes as well as a familiar vibration between individuals, yet this doesn’t mean that they aren’t meant to disrupt the status quo.

When we are young, we all have an idea of how we think our life will go—and then we get to the place where all we can do is laugh because of the actual path that it is taking. Nothing goes according to plan, but that’s because things aren’t meant to.

Instead, we sometimes receive divine intervention from these souls who are sent to us because of prior soul contracts. In essence, we have agreed to meet in this life prior to being born; we have agreed upon the time and even the meeting place.

All that is then left is for fate to play out, so that we can be directed back toward ourselves and the life purpose that we have yet to fulfill.

I love you , me dear Mekh.

No one can call you in the way I did.

NeilMekh